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A long time ago I kinda thought I just had a fetish for women s feet and legs In stockings. That’s how it started for me when I was just a vey young boy I saw a part of this movie where this woman in red dress short dress had on these shiny tan stockings and underneath a table she’s rubbing on this guy with her legs and feet I was obsessed. Every time I would see a women In stockings it would drive me crazy. I had a teacher in grade school who wore stockings a lot and I couldn’t  focus on anything I was so young and hadn’t even gotten into girls or anything yet. As I got a little older I would still go crazy when I saw a girl in stockings as I started kissing girls and having girlfriends somehow never had a girl who ever wore stockings. Time passed until about 6 th grade I noticed my friend mom wearing these black stockings she came in watched tv with us her legss were so close I wanted to touch so bad but I have no courage never have but next day she left us alone to go to town and my friend was locked into his video game I went to bathroom and out of corner of my eye I caught a glimpse of her room and at foot of bed I see a laundry basket and on top black stockings I stopped immediately staring I walked towards her room stopped again cause I thought for sure my friend would come barging in I stood frozen but the urge was to strong i quickly and quietly moved into her room grabbed the black stockings they were actually pantyhose and jammed them into my pocket and hurried into the bathroom my heart racing. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the black pantyhose the feeling was so great I then started sniffing them for some reason it was glorious they smelt good which made my fetish even worse I loved hanging out at my friends house but immediately I wanted to go home and I did . When I got alone I rubbed and sniffed the panty hose until I pleased myself and oddly like rubbing into through my underwear not taking it out and jerking . Like is done normally. This went on for awhile until
 

I believe it was a few months laster when I for some reason decided  to wear the pantyhose and it felt amazing but after I would finish I would feel horrible like why would you wear t them but next day or few days later I would do it again and again until one day I decided to go to my mom’s room to get under wear then I grabbed a bra and a dress and I put it all on and felt amazing but it made the afterwards even worse I felt humiliated ashamed but would always do it again. Then I kinda stopped I had little girlfriends and busy until summer of 7th grade early 8th grade I was hanging out at another friends house who had a sister just barley older than us she was pretty but she was gone and we had had a little alcohol somehow I remember being drunk and I ended up i my friend’s sister room and I saw these black pants they were silky smooth and I grabbed them but I saw her panties and bras I had to have them then I thought might as well make an outfit so I looked around got a pair of light pink pantyhose and a leopard print tank top I then started hiding it all underneath my clothes and in my pockets. I was so scared that one of my friends who find me with her clothes I just left the house and walked home about 5 or 6 miles a big overreaction but when I got home with her clothes it was soooo worth it I had never had someone my ages clothes they weee tight onme  which made sensation even greater to that point was the best getting off I had ever experienced Wveeytime I was home alone I would dress up i her clothes I eventually somehow went to computer this was early on I the internet days so I believe I started lookup at women in stockings and eventually to trannies which I would imagine them sucking me or me kissing there legs and feet but again when done felt more shame. I kept dressing up and going on internet until one time I came across a website called Mrs.Silks don’t know exactly how I came across it but it was like a missing piece and sent me down the path deeper 

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  So I had been into tranny porn dressing up and it was good even though I felt ashamed by it then one day i came across a website called mrs silks. I believe I went there because of free chat page when I went to website i was In heaven there were tons of women in tight dresses stockings and heels and men dressed as women actually like maids which I’m not really into then or now but they were serving the women they got to rub the women’s feet kiss them it drove me into a frenzy I was obsessed. I looked at the content forever and found a sister website we’re the women we’re using strap on sand that also was hot to me. Eventually I went to chat room were u had to identify if you were a sub a sissy they called it or a mistress dom. So I went in as a sissy crossdresser and hoped to find a mistress and too my surprise a ton sent me messages and a lot wanted to talk on phone that seemed hot so I gave out phone number only to then be called by men I tried playing along but wasn’t into it and would hang up early on I was really disappointed.



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